Help

I want more than anything to know what I want. I want to be the one whose actions match the confidence of my words and the image I try to portray. I want to be honest. I want a happy life. I want to be loved as much as I love.

I don't want to be scared. I don't want to be angry, jealous, doubtful or bitter. I don't want to fear the future. I don't want money to matter. I don't want to be a convenient solution for someone. I don't want to be an emotional landfill for others for the rest of my life.

My tears are quiet.

I am so tired.